I have been feeling depressed, have been emotionally eating and had a big fight with Paul. My buttons that were pushed were feeling unappreciated and judged. I wish I could stay calm and ask him kindly what is bothering him instead of taking it personally. (my old friend, Victim, coming to visit)
Symbol: Yellow lily with a large rock in background. Yellow: happy; seeking a solution that will open up new and better possibilities and allow my hopes to be fulfilled. Rock: solid, grounded.
Insight: I need to get grounded, breath, etc. before acting on my emotions. Think of a different way, a different reaction, when Paul says or does something that triggers those old victim feelings.