Still thinking about my daughter-in-law. I realize I am stuck with having her see that my intention was good. (that I was “right”) But that is missing the point. It is more important that she knows that I get how she was (is) hurt. I need help with letting the being “right” go. Symbol: Old, … [Read more…]
A couple of nights ago I dreamed about a bear circling my bed. I was very frightened. I sprinkled red powder around the bed. I then stood on the bed and sprinkled some more. I was scared of the bear and wanted it to go away. I may be afraid of going into my unconscious. … [Read more…]
Background: I have been doing meditation from an app called “Insight Timer”. I did one today on Self Love. I cried when the leader said that we come into the world not judging ourselves. I feel that is one of my biggest challenges: judging myself and sometimes others. I am going to see a person … [Read more…]
Background: I talked to a person at the art league to see if my whole photography group could join the group as a group. She said that each person has to join individually and to pay individually for the art show. I realized that not many from my group would do that. So, the original … [Read more…]
Background: I was grumpy at Paul last night for not being who I want him to be! I am really angry at myself for not being who I want to be. We went on a walk with the North Country Trail Group. Symbol(s): a wooden piece on the trail that looks like a headless woman … [Read more…]
Background: I have a difficult time with the transitions from Fall to Winter and from Spring into Summer. I struggle with depression. I do take more vitamin D3, meditate, sit under a full spectrum light, exercise,etc. It is still a struggle. I am combining a couple of images here from this time. Symbols: clouds and … [Read more…]
Background: I was up for a good part of last night. I was obsessing/manic-mind, OCD planning, thinking about details of Kelsi and Keenan’s wedding. I felt anxious. My higher self was “taken over” by this anxious self. I felt like I needed a thunder vest! I tried deep breathing, read, had warm mild. Nothing much … [Read more…]
Background: My daughter and soon to be son-in-law have decided to get married up where Paul and I live I am excited. That decision seemed to just “fall into place.” I worry that I will get a bit ungrounded and not think things through re wedding planning. And maybe step on toes because I get … [Read more…]
Background: I am starting to work on my presentation for the symposium for the dream conference. I asked for an image that would tell me what my most important message is to the audience who come and listen to the Mental Imagery Symposium. Photograph: Lichen on a tree in the woods. Meaning: Literally, lichen means: … [Read more…]
Background: I have almost finished a video, slide show for my nephew and his fiancee. I am nervous and a bit defensive about his fiancee being critical about it (in my mind). When I was young I did get criticized for either being passive or being in a fog (day dreaming) Now, I have … [Read more…]